Posted by: missconstrued on: August 20, 2009
I can’t believe that it has been almost a month betweeen posts. I remember when this place was a cathartic haven for me. Thoughts, feelings, rants, raves. Anything to just GET.IT.OUT. I don’t know what has changed. I’d like to say that I don’t spend as much time in front of the machine, but that would be a lie. I don’t think I spend as much time inside my head.
Although, coming back to the island has thrown me back a couple steps. I met a new person the other day who, upon being informed that I don’t drink, called me “BO-RING!” I know that I really shouldn’t care, but it hurt my feelings. Which makes me feel like I need to get refocused.
I also found out that people love to repeat Drunk Girl stories. How fun! I suppose people will talk about what they talk about until they talk about something else. And, in a comparison of drunk girl stories, this one is mildly entertaining. And not that humiliating, so I guess I should feel fortunate.
I also wonder what it is about this place that makes people hang on to stories like that. Although, I know it is not only this place. I already told you that my cousin brought up a story from nearly 10 years ago about me drinking. 10 years!
I always hope that I never pigeonhole any of my friends like that. While I do remember events, etc., I don’t DEFINE you by who or who you weren’t ten years ago, five years ago, 2 weeks ago, or even yesterday! That would hardly be fair. Or realistic.
I posted on Twitter that I needed a big bowl of “Get over yourself” followed by a shot of “Get a Grip.” I wonder if they have that down at the store?
Things to be happy about: My GIANT physioball.
sprechen sie deutsch baby?
don’t worry about drinking. i really only drink at social events anymore. without those, i wouldn’t drink either. i suspect i’ll give it up entirely before long.
I don’t drink either. After several dozen attempts (I called them experiments) at finding that sweet spot where I could drink “socially” in some responsible way, I realized that it doesn’t exist for me. I either drink like a MFer or I don’t drink at all. There is no “medium” for me. Now I am absolutely and completely comfortable with not drinking. I never even have a tiny urge to drink, but that has taken many years. Good luck!
August 20, 2009 at 1:28 pm
i don’t drink. will people ever get it? i mean really. even when i was pregnant i’d get “oh we have to go out for margaritas and party after you have the baby”. yo. peeps. i do not drink. I couldn’t imagine having to deal with a problem and having people always wanting me to drink. I might could just go off on them.
you’re not so bad you know. you don’t really need to get OVER yourself.