Archive for the ‘Insomnia’ Category
Hole Hearted
Posted by: missconstrued on: December 1, 2009
Yesterday was probably the worst day of all.
I picked up my keys, and began to get situated in my new room. The gravity of what I was doing and WHY I feel like I need to do this hit me, and I spent a lot of yesterday in tears.
Growing up, growing out – it’s never [...]
Tumbling Tuesday
Posted by: missconstrued on: November 30, 2009
I with Tuesday started with an “F”, because I am certainly FUMBLING today.
I had anxiety dreams about the room last night – that they gave it to somebody else, that I had nowhere to go. That I couldn’t get in, that I would have a roommate. I woke up every hour, on the hour, and [...]
Day 2.
Posted by: missconstrued on: November 26, 2009
Jane’s Addiction is stuck in my craw this morning – wish I was ocean sized. No one moves you, no one tries…
I went and looked at rooms today. I didn’t really anticipate how long it was going to take to get them ready, and it is 2 to 3 weeks. In the meantime, I will [...]
The Great Space Coaster
Posted by: missconstrued on: November 19, 2009
I can’t help but look back and think, “When did things get so messed up?”
This morning, as td was speaking to me over the phone, I literally felt my body shutting down. It is so hard to explain.
He said he was worried about me because of the dream that I had the night prior, among [...]
Don’t Let the Bedbugs Bite
Posted by: missconstrued on: November 18, 2009
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Rarely have I woken up from a dream and remembered so many details or been so disturbed.
Last night, I dreamt that I was attacked, raped, and shot, in that order. The attacker beat my face, shattered my pelvis, and then shot me in the back. I remember in the dream I was lying there on [...]
There’s Always a But(t).
Posted by: missconstrued on: November 17, 2009
Butt of a joke.
But…(insert scary news here).
In trying to get my thoughts together, I was posed a question by dh after I told him that something had to give, and that if I didn’t find that SOMETHING soon, it was going to be me. He asked me why it was our relationship or me. And [...]
Life with Teen: A Study
Posted by: missconstrued on: June 22, 2009
On Patience? Maybe I’m cheating, but I went out and bought a copy of Love and Logic – teen edition. I used that book in the classroom and had great results with it. I thought it would give me some pointers for how to interact with (I had to not type REACT to) Kid 1.
I [...]
Hello Anxiety, My Old Friend.
Posted by: missconstrued on: February 4, 2009
Isn’t there a song?
It’s something o’clock in the morning. Ah yes. Billy Joel.
For some reason, unbeknownst to me, I am up at 3:00 in the morning. No, I’m not running this morning.
Yesterday, when I got home at 8:35 after dinner with my parents, I was EXHAUSTED. I barely had the energy to read two lines [...]
This Female will Self-Destruct in 3…2…1…
Posted by: missconstrued on: December 11, 2008
I don’t remember *EVER* being this stressed out. Yes. I know I get cranky when I don’t exercise, and it is NOT because of that. I have been activity-ing my ASS OFF! ASSOFF! Running, yoga, clean, clean, clean…
I feel like I am having multiple days of Adam Sandler a la The Wedding Singer. This is [...]
In No Particular Order.
Posted by: missconstrued on: July 5, 2008
- In: Insomnia| Random
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1.) I filled up the TT for the first time the other day. 50 dollars. 50! When I told dh that I was getting screwed without getting taken out to dinner first, he laughed. Apparently, I don’t speak that way oftenly.
2.) I had Buffalo Wings tonight at the Original BUFFALO WING BAR – the Anchor Bar. [...]
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